Dear samuel, finally, you had reached your destination in your popularity. However, it is not the end of yours. For you, still got a long way to learn.
I know you are sad for a girl you wanted to chase. Her name, yeeng lee. At the end, you are just a coward you see. You escaped from the reality via video games. You try to find replacement over hoei teng and you met her in IBT. She is the best girl in the world and will not allowed to be trampled over you.
Sometimes, you might need to learn how to suffer a lost and move on. It is time you move on. Remember, your sole goals right now is to secure a great job and put your family account a steady figure. All sacrifices costs. None of them come with a good price in either way. Choosing Jesus may make you suffer in physical way; choosing beer will lost your soul.
Everything has a price.
She looked damn cute. However, she does not belongs to you anymore. Seek first the heart of the Lord, others will be given to you accordingly. Young man, don't think too much man. Just let everything go under God's will. Don't try to ask so many question and wish to control everything that you know it is impossible to control.
If you lost her, why not just let it be?
Let it be, wait for the next chance to grab her heart with Christ?
Kind advice, next time you see a cute girl. Stay chill and slowly invade her heart with skills man.
