20/9/2015

I thought of saying nothing much today, actually not. My soul has lots to say that is why I am here.

I do not know when i became so fearful that being ignore by others, I do not know actually I am that weak and fragile. People with talkative spirit are often timid and strength-less in their heart. This will be my process of being stronger. What is well commend if a kid do what he only know but did not struggle in life, how many praise available for someone who do not evil do good. It is because someone insisted on doing good by knowing evil, struggling with evil are appointed as great.

Jesus knows evil, but he give his best to become good. He succeeded and we are all safe.

The most difficult part in life is not about the challenges or the devastate circumstances you going through. The most difficult part is knowing something satisfy you are unreachable. Imagine you know hope is there, but the circumstances makes you unreachable towards that hope, a.k.a hopeless.

"I am done" , Such phrases will pop up, instinctively.

You blaming yourself?

It is a very good start, if you know to blame yourself instead complaining. Some people, do not even think themselves are in fault when facing such situation. The second thought you will think of is to turn over the tide, win back the game.

"I am going to do........, I will create......" such phrases will enlighten you to move forward. Give you hope.

Yet this spirit will not last, as frustration keep coming and coming, as emotions that ache your heart continue to flow in your vein. Most people are not design to take it. Hence,

They give up.
They begin to blame the divine or the spirits.
They begin to shred tears overflows the pillow.
They begin to lose their self-confidence.
They begin to abstain from the fear-factor.
They begin to live a new life, with a new scar craved to their soul.

Circles are endless, restraining your dreams and heights wished to achieve. Telling you to live in reality, do what is majority doing. This means, you getting old.

Religions gives you hope? For you to turn over the tide, gives you confidence in believing that God the almighty will empower you and allow you creates great work that honors him.

Come on, if the God you serve is a true and almighty God. Do you think your lips are enough to praise him or your great works are enough?

Please, you think a rich man will want a begger's shirt?  If that shirt are specially made by my begger friend, I, as the rich man will accept it with tears but if I do not know the fella, you really I will have the time to take care of him.

According to oxford dictionary, a religion is an organized collection of beliefs, cultural systems, and world views that relate humanity to an order of existence. (2015, wikipedia) 

Personally, I do not think religion gives you hope. I think it shape your mindset and character and allow you to success with a different manner. This can be also mean as your God are helping you by teaching you new things. Divine help from God. I respect every religion, please do not think I am a fascist to my own religion.

Yet, how can God help you if you do not acquire the characteristic or requirements for success? I have seen many religious people equipped with retard manners, making everyone pisses them off and become lonely and die in alone without soul mate along their life journey. What is written is only few of the minor successful case. Are you sure you will be the one?

If you are not sure then you should right now, packs your bags of your mind and begin to work hard to strive through life. So that at the end you will not regret and tears your soul out of your eyes, Pastors, ministers, teachers and otheres can talk what they want.They are trying to use you for their benefits, you must understand this before engage with such people. You must not let your guard down as the world really do not acquire people with kind heart. As all people has fallen short of the glory for God.

Why pastors help you? Did not they wish you to stay in his church by using the name of God?(Although he is antedated to do so)

Why ministers give money to the poor? Did not they wish you to vote them?

They are not in fault as all people for themselves. Think about it, did not ultimately pastor gain the most when you are success even sometimes they are the ones who cause you in trouble. Think about it, did not ultimately ministers are the one who makes you poor by taxes and false promises.

Do not trust with people you do not know, always leave a line with the people you meet. Regardless good friends or mere stranger. You can be merciful like Jesus by helping them when they need, but it is not necessary to do it all times. Just be with them, do not expose yourself too much will lead them has a thought you are a good guy.

Humans, are very complex. They want what they desire but are restrain towards their moral values. Pitiful are those who do not recognize themselves they are in such position but try to cover it with excuses.

Cut it off. Acknowledge you are a bastard. You will only protect what you think is worth belong to you and will betray them if needed for survival needs or protecting something more related to you.

It is alright to be like that, for everyone knows this story.

Hence start not to depend on your friends anymore, start your own research and be aggressive in obtaining information. Move your brain cells. Think plots and strategies to counter your enemies, slaughter them with no mercy. Mercy are given to those who are merciful and acknowledge themselves are evil but can do nothing. Is time for you to do so.

Do not regret only when you are hit by your enemy. Protect yourself, protect what are granted to you and forget about those life philosopher who think themselves are smarter and try to lecture you. Nor be sad when you are alone, as only alone will allow you to experience fear and slackness.